Haiti

Get serious I say to myself. Yes I am guilty of talking to myself. One can do that when writing a blog or journal. That place in time is a real disaster not my chess game. Nobody cares about my chess game except me. I'm not in the limelight when chess is concern. No one idolizes me for my game as you see my ratings are so low and slipping lower that when I play I am an invisible man maybe like Ellison's book "The Invisible Man". His book was very known but I did not read it I haven't the patience to read books much and in this respect who has the patience to read my journal? Good God I'm coming off a series of chess loses and my self esteem has gone into the deepest depths of the ocean somewhere down there where the Titanic sunk I say wouldn't you think so? My experiences isn't playing chess so much as is my writing experiences writing journals. Tennis was/is another one of my pastimes or my now times come to think of it. Isn't my past time being a retired Postal worker? If I were a postal worker and my wife were a lady would she marry me anyway would should have my baby? Sorry about being in such a silly mood of course my wife already married me.