Worldwide Disaster

No it's not about my chess game. Or is it? It is a disaster so why don't I do like I did before and hang it up at least for awhile until I can regroup myself and get more serious instead of plowing into a game with which I have no weapons? Yes why don't I do that? It worked two times before when my opponents were beating me relentlessly and I hung it up for a time forgot about the game but God came to me and summon me to tell me, Robert a calling to you is being made. Play chess. But until that time comes if at all I will rest for when and if God calls for me to come back with a vengeance and play chess!